metaphysics, existence, yada yada

So since this is my blog i guess i can talk as much as I want. Esp since I doubt many people look at my blog any damn way lol. But recently I have had so many thing point to the idea that you can speak things into existence. So with that being said, I want to type this... into existence. There is no way something can be so clear in my minds eye and it not be real. I hope these day dreams are visions of the future. Before I go into that I will give a brief explanation as to why i think I can speak somthign into existence.
If you want to go into the whole "10-dimensions/we are but a thought" thing then here it is. Since everything was created by an attraction/fusion/explosion so long ago, the end has already occured. the end result of the big bang has already happened, were just moving so slow that we havent been there yet. SO with that being said, the ending has already happened therefore everything that happens in the universe will only result in the ending occurring perfectly. And since it will end perfectly, everything that lead up to it has happened perfectly. If you want something hard enough, you will get it, if you need it. Because if you need something you will get it because the end ends perfectly meaning all needs are satisfied. the is such a crude, consice, and unclear way of explaining it and if you havent already gotten into metaphysics and the bang-crunch theory then that explanation will make no sense to you lol. But i digress.
Now that thats out the way here it is. I am creating her right now.
She is tall
fair to light skinned (not that i have a preferrence just when i see her in my minds eye thats how she looks)
soft hair that forms very free forming locks that come to her breastline
shes medium build
perfect smile
beautiful eyes
snazzy dresser
she'll probably have an interesting heritage. Maybe south african, maybe from the south
extremely intelligent, hopefully smarter than me. I like to be challenged
a welcoming embrace
a comforting prescence
and understanding mind
and a free sense of humor
she can plan well and take care of business
definitely and artist of some kind
she'll love to travel
love to see new things
is a spiritual being
interested in art
willing to try new foods
can get down with mental stimulation
ect ect
So when another mind reads this
and another mind reads this it will become more real in my universe
and she'll come to me.