Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Whose Gonna Save Your Soul

This isone of my fave pieces. I spit it at the mocha hut last thursday. Pz.
*sings*
Got some bad news this morn
Which inturn made my day
Wen this person spoke I listened and
All off sudden she had less and less to say.
Ohh how could this be all this time I've lived vicariously
And whose gonna save my soul now.
Whose gonna save my soul now.
How will my story b told now
How will my story ever be told now

Whose gonna save your soul
When her pretty face n slim waist gets old
And the dark n lonley nites get cold
And u realize its not me there to hold
Whose gonna save your soul
When u realize nobody else really gives a fuck
Wen u realize they can't love you bc all they see is a mirage of the person you hope to be
Whose gonna save your soul wen u realize that none of them can really love you cause they don't really know you
But u claim that I don't know you bc you don't know yourself but I'm the only one that knows that
Whose gonna save your soul while your hopping from pretty face to pretty face in attempt to replace the loss of mommy love or the absence of daddies embrace
And yet you still haven't found a way to love yourself.
Whose gonna save your soul wen u realize the all the people who want to can't
And the only person that can doesn't want to
Whose gonna save your soul
*sings*
You made me feel like somebody
Like someone else
Although she was imitated often
All that time I felt like I was bn myself
Is it a shame that someone elses song was totally and completely depended on
Whose gonna save my soul now?
And whose gonna save my soul now?
I wonder if ill live to grow old now
I'm gettn high cause I feel so low now

Whose gonna save her soul
When she's prayn her father aint the daddy
When she's mite be carryng the gift of her own brother but she can't tell her mother cause daddy said it was their secret.
So now at 14 she gotta decide if she's gona keep it
Whose gonna save her soul wen all she wanted for christmas was for her daddy to marry her mother, not so that they'll live in holy matrimony and beautiful ceremonies, jump the broom, live in a house with a white pikit fence a beagle named lassie and wake up to the smell of hot breakfast every morning but so that maybe maybe one nite
He'd stay out of her room and stay out of her womb
Whose gonna save her soul
Wen she's 16 wen she's jumping from man to man to woman to man seeking their attention with sick intentions to fill the void daddy left behind
And in the back of her mind as she thinks whose gonna save my soul we rite her off as just another ghetto hoe
As I'm standing here in this quiet dialogue
Her vagina is doin monologues of false I love yous as alliterated analogies dance in the back of throat of big dicks high chicks and low self esteem
And bc she can't seem to come to grips with who she's become she she
*sings*Gets high cause she feel so loww now
*sings*
It may seem a lil bit selfish cause all I have are the memories. But I never stopped to wonder is it possible u are hurtin worse than me
But still my hunger turns to greed cause wat about wat I neeed
And oh..
Whose gonna save my soul now
And whoooo gonna save my soul now oh I know I'm outta contol
I'm tired enough
I'm hurt enough
I've seen enough
I've cried enough
To lay my own soul down

So whose gonna save your soul?

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